the reason dtre

 </> my time being homeless, destitute, loveless, unloved, unfelt, quiet, timid, alone, in this house, have seen me transition from a poet, to an actor, to a criminal, to a monk, to a critic. none of them stuck. and the fact of the matter is that the key to building anything .. successfully .. is in kaizen itself .. and that means the single act of repeatedly doing something, irrespective of the quality outcome, is the process of success itself. it is in the rhythm of progress as i often say. . the property of progress is the rhythm or state of flow you feel in doing it. right now, i derive that from writing my thoughts and then categorizing and analysing that. so the dual sense is insteresting. this blog is the raw skeleton .. what im working on is the connective tissue and corresponding sinew . nerve damage all over, still typing, still coding, still dreaming, fuck the day job.