youtubin'

 </> currently filming a youtube video in my house .. this is quite fun .. im not sure what the rest of today looks like but i've calmed down a good amount from earlier. sometimes i don't know how to deal with my parents expectations for me and it drives me up the wall. i seek the internet as an objective form of therapy and review for my failures, inadequacies, and most importantly, successes .. 

my parents are fucking losers

 </> this one is to let off some steam but yes i said it. you know when you just get an epiphany one day that hits you right in the face. for me a lift has been lifted off my chest. coming to the realisation that yes, my parents are fucking losers in the most absolute sense of the phrase has brought me cathartic release. i am happy knowing the most consequential thing the two of them ever did was having sex to bring me into earth. apart from that their pretty inept, doubters, risk-averse, and barely living. im embarrassed by their existence. so i fight for my own. the apple does not fall far from the tree either; my entire family are losers. now that i mention it, most of the world is just a bunch of losers coming up with excuses for why they cant do shit, working as slaves because they dont have the audacity to put their life on the line for their ideals. losers, pro-slavery, flock-mongering monkeys. kiss my ass. 

where the fun begins

 </> as anakin skywalker says .. this is where the fun begins .. juggling a compendium of useless projects taht i think i can eventually turn into global services .. how amusing .. anyway, its fun to dream and execute on ideals. . they are always so tricky to implement, but so easy to conceive. 

the odds

 </> i read a reddit post about founders and the guy was saying its just as hard to become an actor as it is to become a tech founder. i think its interesting when people pursue this reasoning. it is more unlikely to be alive than all of these professions combined. so, if i was thinking about becoming an entrepreneur, and looking at the odds, i would say if you trace the odds back to your inception/birth, youve been beating them since. 

the american way

 </> im working on bringing my american counterpart's risk taking capabilities and putting them to good use here in ashford. it turns out that my american education of 10 years was useful for one thing: navigating challenges. even becoming eligible to study in the us as an international student is a challenge within itself, let alone navigating the actual us educational edifice, from private (millbrook school) to international (american school of bangkok) to military (hargrave) to public (virginia tech) to ivy (colombia) to legal (tulane) to legal ivy (chicago) and finally to criminal and fraud (harvard, yale, MIT)

wikiword

 </> i bought the domain not knowing that it was a planned project from years ago for wikimedia to create wikiword as a portal for words and their etymologies if you will .. that's a huge use case and function that wikipedia has quite literally dropped the ball on .. i will take on this challenge head on and see if i can fool the world into thinking that wikiword is taking over the wikiverse .. i just need to find out how first !

https://meta.wikimedia.org/wiki/WikiWord

movement

 </> listening to what got me through my time at yale, i have posted my first youtube video in the new life ive made. i am also currently looking at spreading sokaizen on reddit. additionally, i am creating the wordixon site but it is rife with competition. not sure of where to go because theres a lot of paths ..